I just don't seem to be able to do it. I am eating better, I'm exercising a little each day, but I'm not going anywhere. In fact, my waistine is now bigger than my starting point.
I just can't seem to make myself do any better. I can't seem to stop allowing myself exchanges or shortcuts. I'm fantastic at rationalizing it all to myself.
Its not about how I'm looking, or what the actual number is, its the fact that I don't like how I feel and I'm trying to change that, but I let myself slide right back to old habits.
Ok, Ok, I can do this I can rededicate myself to this and I will keep going. Just remember, keep starting back at the beginning.